I thought that this is what I wanted,
this is how my life played out in my head.
Am I supposed to listen to my childhood daydreams,
or face the feelings I now have?
I wanted a fairytale ending,
but I fear it is not yet time for my happily ever after.
Where is my fairy godmother?
Is this my prince charming?
I need time to find the answers,
and time is quickly running out.
To trust my heart is out of character,
to take a chance is not.
I feel pressed against a wall,
if I scream will anyone hear me?
Who can I trust?
They all say the same thing,
but I feel they are being dishonest.
I can't be a coward,
how else am I to see how my story ends.
I take a leap and don't look back,
putting all my fears aside.
I look inside myself and feel assured,
this is the answer, the truth.
The end of a chapter,
of this unfinished book that is my life.